the truth of life

well i guess by noe evrinoe had heard of wat happend to johnny, or in fact what he did to cause what happened.so i shall elaborateno more on that.
the simple fact is his body is no longer in this world, even though his soul will be resting peacefully somewhere where the place is a more peaceful one.

its hardly of ani use to speculate about the leading cause to wat happenedm as there will be many mysteries that will never be solved, and perhaps secrets better left kept.

while others may had believed that it was a rash action or whatsoever, i believe that in his reasoned mind he must had thought of it quite clearly and thoroughly, and still concluded that it was the best wae out, althoui do not agree wif what he did nonetheless. but well now its too late to tok abt tt aniwae.

the firs time i went to sth like this.i jus felt reali damn gay.seeing him jus sparked so much thoughts within me, it jolted mi thinking tremendously.''''thou i was quite prepared it was still nt enuff.so much went thru mi head during those moments. and there was reali no idea on the ideal wae to react.or even to react at all.

now what he left behind will have to carry on. the same ting goes.life always go on no matter wat. we can onli learn from this and become stronger. and realize jus how precious life love frens family and evriting ard us is. nevertheless problems are always there to be solved, obstacles set to be overcome, because no matter how low we hold our heads we can still c the path ahead of us, as eventually no matter what difficulties we face and however dark and hopeless ani kinds of burden and situation may seem there will always sooner or later be that light down the tunnel when everiting will be fine again.

we reali hav to treasure everione ard us, evriting as well. for now, im still in a relatively shocked state, becoz no matter wat we knew each other and we plaed soccer las time together, now all thats left is memories?

i reali duno what to sae, and i tink i shldnt sae much more, but all i want to do, is to wish that upon the heaven he will find the place he nwo truly belongs and feels happie upon, and may the rest of the world be showered wif blessings each and evridae.

LIVESTRONG.

aniwae o2 is 2ml.i must make the most out of it.see ya guys