im possible

i can do it i reali can.
this science attachment, is haywire n leaving me clueless.
what frustrates is how i cant get aniwhere, not that i dont wish to put in effort. but i reali do not noe where to begin, evri few pages of each doc and u get stuck right down n cant move.

its reali frustrating. technically im not learning anithing at all.
though in other aspects i still manage to learn a lot, such as the total hatred for electronics now.

i had never hated physics or computing so much in mi life b4.

and fast i need to turn this hatred into strength, but i reali cant get far b4 falling down again.

it is such lonely times at nite,
be it going home on the mrt,
or plaeing squash at vj at 9pm alone.
or jus at home cheering miself up wif southpark.

and when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
i'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.

the green light shines and the cars move ever so fast.
no one heard the painstaking horns of the other side.