countdown

Being a number freak i shall type plenty of countdown dates here. u c ppl like to anticipate things and keep thinking abt their arrival, but when the event actly happens, it always feel so different from what u were thinking all the time.So heres all i can think of at this moment of boredom(as accurate of 17 june 2005 A.D.:
School reopen: 10 more daez
My birthday: 13 more daez
Hk ppl coming:19 more daez
POP: 1 month 6 daez
O level oral:2 month minus 6 daez
Prelim: 2 month 9 daez to english paper
O level practicals:Out of the 3 sciences bio starts first 4 month 1 dae
O level writen papers: Starting with HCL paper 4 month 14 daez
Last paper of O level: chemistry 5 month 1 dae
Ok, so these are approximately the things tt i thot off as i typed.tell me if i forget anithing.u can add in the comments.thank u very much
and suddenly, i forgot to do a boring thing that i havnt do for a long time.placing lyrics on mi post.well maybe im feeling this way.the words are so true.apart from line 5 to line 8, which i dont realli understand. anione to tell me?

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killin' me, it's killin' you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

[Chorus]

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that


Evrione have a nice hols as its heading towards the end. aniwae juz asking do my readers support me in writing crap storiez using academic context again?if u all wan i can try.but it will be %!@#%!234!@ crap.ok bye.