It's over

i was writing a v v v long post.then it got del somehow.out of frustration i decide to write a v short one now.sorry.
POP, was nt v smooth actly but it was still great.i juz wanna sae that now i realli miss everione...the std4s05, and well the std1s as well..thou at firz they may seem like the greatest impossible ever,,i now realli like them..but its too late alrdy..the laz words had been said..it's over..im sj no more..actly that doesnt matter tht much..compared to the fact that i will nt be able to have fun laughter and joy wif all mi sqdmates again.when i hugged kristian at the foyer..evrithing juz went thru mi mind.the few seconds i cld rmbr how we chiong for alpha all the wae..bringing them finallie to where we are now..and yet now im chionger no more..the times when me and ky went ard chionging in jnco as well..all those caused moisture in my eyes.but it was all fine.all okay.all accpetable in mi mind.until we finallie went home.

"So u've finally finished sj ah?great"said mi dear mother.

at that instant, i juz realized that finallie.it has ended.all the shit gone thru in the paz, all those thick n thins. fun and laughter, ervithing that we had together, is all in history books alrdy. the sudden urge of sadness shocked even miself, as i had to rush into mi room to prevent mi mum from seeing tears pourin down from mi face.a hp i picked up as i msged the sqd the laz time ever abt sj stuff...and as they replied i was realli moved.all of u are so impt to me..but i nv thot so much till now..where it;s alrdy too late..guys u juz rock mi world man..mdm lynda as well..all of u realli changed me and made mi life so great..no matter wat..std4s 2005 We le rocks...love all of ya..hai todae might be the onli dae i teared till like that...will tok abt this in greater detials another time..on pop..bye...