guess whos back

hey evrione im back pardon for the severe inactivity due to studying for some o lvls haha.now its done.and i have nth to do le.can someone please guide me thru this path of one and a half mth of directionless path?much anticipation and excitement were the atmosphere and attitude towards this last phase of secondary sch life, but apparently the opposite is rather true now.boring is too common to be used.juz totallie EMPTY.tts how to describe.not onli the hols.but mi feelings and mind as well.am i to plae ball evridae.and juz plae plae n plae since theres nth else better to do.its fun.but wa.apart from that aniting else to look forward to?chalets will waste up to ard 10 daez.which is gd news.wastage is no longer a forbidden taboo, instead it is encouraged right now.finding a job ought to be cool n gd, but i cldnt be bothered to tink of that option juz yet.wif mi fingers crossed i hope gd tings that can bring me some directions can happen soon.i wanna do sth so that i can feel useful, rather than juz depleting earth's precious natural resources. ridiculous as it seem, isnt tht the objective of sustainable development too?geographically gay that may seem, but certainly im now typing in a state of ill logicness.and the situation may not improve for 40 daez.thou i hope otherwise.PAE is a simple process.i tink i will end up in vj too. i dont wanna tok abt o lvls.becoz uncertainties do exist.and i dont wanna pile excessive unneccasry pressure to miself.esp when all the papers are alrdy over le.enjoy i ought to be.but is slacking realli so enjoyable?slacking from a hectic dae sounds great, but one and half months of continuous slacking doesnt sounds promising at all.dulls mi spirits lots.

aniwae, thx evrione for helping me clear mi doubts during Os.u guys are cool.aniwae dhs rox.juz in case i forgot.evrione i wont forget u all. althou i noe its gd to forget me.haha.becoz im sucha irritating fag for the major public.amends are too late to be made.apologies are too late to be issued.chances i do not believe i shld be given either.i look at miself and problems root from evriwhere.yet the heart to change it constantly gets masked by stubborness and a moment of unlogical decisions.

Shld i go jc and change a better person?the odds arent clear obviously.

i sound deprived definitely.

solutions.appear.or simply.

they occur by ones willl not by ones wish.

see the diff?

i dont.

thats y i hav no solutiions to mi problems.

update soon