midnite poem

im sad. thats why i type this.its crap.but u can find some sense.enjoy the rubbish.if not.u can click that x at the top right hand corner bearing 045.
i waited for u for so long,
those words if onli can be in a song.
the answer isnt surprising.
yet it still gives me some waking.
people sae truth hurts,
thou i choose that statement to be unheard.
and now that its here,
wat else can i fear?
disappointment is suitable for usage,
but where does mi heart seek for refuge?
oh i pray to the sky,
wishing someting can make me feel high.
it looks almost within reach,
yet wat a difference this little bit can preach.
now im here alone.
cutting such a figure forlorn.
its like me against the universe,
help me help me im serious.
i know this is so loser,
but mi life cant be much duller.
am i realli of such deprivation,
or can someone else show me some salvation.
i hate this cause i feel childish,
and wif much elements as well of foolish.
mi mind is getting so giddy,
body feeling so jelly.
dis is wat is called problems,
raelli feels like in mayhem.
i aint no rhyme,
coz i aint no time.
im gonna watch some soccer,
hope that i will feel a bit better.
plz blast me wif criticism over this exretemly shit poem.