liberated

i hv been liberated from the mental 枷锁that i was trapped within.
i can finallie breath wif ease.
relief mixed wif regrets.
but life goes on.
i will go on.so will u.so will evrione.what was was is was, and what is going to is what that matters.
slowlie counting down to orientation, where mi attention will finally be directly distracted.
i feel better each and evri moment.
the format is near there done completed.

i will look upon dis yr, as wat i told someone.
as one mixed wif so much elements.
remember a mixture isnt homogeneous?haha juz being gay.
emotions galore.across the spectrum.
and i already know that one dae all these willarrive.
yet anticipation and awarenesss does not make issues an inch simpler to solve.
as ppl moan abt hols ending. im glad it is going to end.no longer will i hav to think abt nth to do.
i seriously dont mind studying.thou it seemed such a torture just two months ago.and again it will be two years later.
thats why im such a freak.
u must had felt disgusted by mi mentality.
so have i miself.

he knew that he loved.he wanted to know who he hated.
boy isnt de chagny cool.