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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Public announcement for all ppl lacking love

Ladies and gentlemen, today is another day and another story. i hope that u like it.i took it from the internet.Its not bad.teaches us to judge beauty by the inner and not the outer. i hope u can realize that and stop looking for miss universe. That will be totally redundant when she is 50 yrs old.what will be left will be her heart and soul.u too.hmmm.life is quite gay.im waiting for something now.anticipation is always something that makes u excited and feel nervous.oops.shouldnt reveal too much about myself.this is a blog for u to read.not my journal.whateva.im so sorry im toking cock now.becoz.im juz trying to calm myself down.ok anyway heres the story.enjoy.cya/

Who You Love

John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.
In front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II

During the next year and one-month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A Romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like.

When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 pm at Grand Central Station in New York.

"You'll recognize me, " she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel." So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.

I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened: A young women was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured. Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A women well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the women whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.

And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful.

I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the women, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment. "I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?"

The women's face broadened into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should go and tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"

It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss Maynell's wisdom. The true nature of a heart is seen in it's response to the unattractive. "Tell me whom you love," Houssaye wrote, "And I will tell you who you are."

Friday, November 26, 2004

This story should be food for thought.

Hi, all of u,long time no see...im so sorry that i broke my promise, i had been just too busy and too lazy to come and update this blog regularly, i appologise for any disappointments or unneccesary waiting, though there wont be any im sure. But still for my faithful audience, i shall paste a story here to leave some food for thought.think it thru b4 u sleep, it simple but meaninful.
The followin story is thanks to gan jia jia formerly from my class pasting it on my friendster bulletin board...many of u may have read it...some may have not or not been bothered to...it was by pure coincidence that i saw it and thought unlike the other bulletin posts it does have some impact.Please enjoy..the short story...

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in
the park
one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this
world

Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in
this world with out any special person in our life

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and
you
will be my boy friend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a picnic...
Daniel
and Jasmine have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride
on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and
she touched Daniel's hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they
asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller
said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of
your life...SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's
eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the
road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room and
he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are
a
really cute girl and i am really falling for you..
Your
cherish smile your everything when we played
this
game..... Before this game would end...I would
like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life....
I love you Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love
you...Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled that I
wish we would be together forever and never
end
this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I
love
you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY

Thus the end of the story...would u think if u shld care a bit more abt the ones beside u?ur loved ones...we may be taking for granted that we see them each day and even get sick n tired of their faces sometimes...but deep down our heart maybe subcounsciouslie we still realli need them..we dont have forever to have them by our sides..and we may not be together forever..there comes a day when love admits defeat to time...to death...and to seperation...but before that happens..lets fill our heart with more memories to carry along...Its nt tt bad anyway...Hope u feel inspired after reading this...haha..thankew...

and anyway...i wont put a tagboard so do juz leave ur comments with ur name..i wont come n kill u.. im a peaceful fu.thankew...hav a nice day...smile!(^_^)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

this entry shall nt offend anione in aniwaes..if it does..im sorie.

Ok since i m so damn damn bored i shall write my entry which is gonna be damn er xin to read becoz i noe all of u will think i suck.in fact i do think so for myself coz its sth tt realli sux.results.tats wat i wanna tok abt.those gay marks that everione craves.ok honestlie i shall nt type too much.but aniwaw since this is the hols n i hav to nth to do.i shall write down my expectations for the coming yrs work.and of coz my o levels.so tt i can constantlie lok back at this entry during the course of year 2005 n remind myself to work hard,which itself is veri hard to acccomplish.but well,i will try.my bez to make myself try hard.haha tat sounds gay.yes ladies and gentlemen,boys n girls,ah mas n ah peis,heres my targets for next yr.lets work hard n make dhs the top sch together n all cramp into gd jcs.haha.tts evil.but hu cares.we shall nt b stupid.we shall excel.

YEAR 2005(PRELIM N O LEVEL N NORMAL RESULTS)
ENGLISH A2(70)
HCL A1(80)
E MATH A1(85)
A MATH A1(85)
BIOLOGY A1(75)
CHEMISTRY A1(80)
PHYSICS A1(85)
COMBINED HUMANITIES A1(75)
L1R4: 5
L1R5: 6
SCORE: 635/800
AVERAGE: 79.4/100

note: i shall give up on jap.i wanna concentrate on wat i hav in my hands now.jap is too much to take since the implementation of five dae week.i don wanna die.ya so the above are my aims.

Well it seems far fetched dream isnt it.but i will work hard to make it happen.how hard.how do i noe.one step at a time.i cant flop my o levels.definitelie nt.so somehow.i muz score well.yes.this sounds so stupid isnt it.everione oso wan this kinda results.but if i realli gt such stuff i wld hav gotten 8 A1s 1A2(including express CL)well tats haha quite nice to dream abt.but nt easy at all to achieve.nvm beleive we can n we can.ya i noe this post sux.coz its juz all things tt u ppl looking at it out there wanna achiecve.but u all juz don dare sae it too.but since i did.come on man lets all do well together.make the other schools feel gay.hail we dunmanianS!HAIL OURSELVES!hahaha.

ok tts too gay.i think i shall end here.pls leave ur comments sincerelie.don scold me too much,i was juz being bored.enjoy ur dae.hope u don puke after reading this entry.gd bye have a fun time.i shall write an entry after coming back from hk.cya.