i am barthez

Monday, June 20, 2005

yet another random rubbish

It seem so lame.ahh i shall try mi best to write some crap here.mi inspirations are leaking away faster than ian thorpe swimming.anyway fact of the dae, eating deep sea fish is bad for ur health becoz apart from the high fats level it also contain excessive mercury content.wat i guess is that since mercury density is much heavier than water it naturally sinks to the bottom of the sea floor and well obviously fish will some how get some of the mercury. so try not to eat deep fish skin, their eggs and their internal organs and intestines.
ok, on to this next paragraph. i shall type a random passage again. this time it shall not have any academic affliations but instead i shall try to be lame.haha.try la.if i fail. i will stop rather soon. it shall combine lots lyrics that i knew haha so im once again a copycat wif no originality.
2am and the rain is falling,
face to face, but a thousand miles away.
u r telling me u're so confused,
u cant make up ur mind.
is this meant to be,
u're askin me.
i told u, its ur own choice.
but i think i better leave right now, b4 i fall ani deeper.
i think i better leave right now, im feeling weaker and weaker.
becoz somebody better show me how, b4 i fall ani deeper,
i think i better leave right.
u stood there, still staring into nothing.
u asked all, is this all,
or nothing at all.
is this how we end wif a telephone call u leave me here.
nothing at all.
i replied,
if u wanna know, i dont wanna let go.
so say it isnt so.
but u said that u r so scared
that i will c the weakness inside of u.
u r so afraid of letting go,
that the pain u've hid will show.
and i swore, if u come back in mi life
i'LL be there until the end of time
and i swear, i'll keep u right by mi side,
coz baby u're the one i want.
I watched you go,You’ve taken my heart with you,Oh yes you did.
Follow me Everything is alright
I’ll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you want to leave I can guarantee
You won’t find nobody else like me
Till the day my life is through, This I promise you.
furthermore You’re one in a million
You’re once in a lifetime
You made me discover One of the stars above us .
If there’s somebody calling me on u're the one.
i said Put your arms around me
Your the one and only
I'll be here if u let your heart show the way.
Come lay down be beside me Put your arms around me.
I'll be here when the dawn meets the day.You tell me not to count the days,
And I don't, im down to hours
No matter what you tell me, over the phone
I wanna see it in your eyes,
Can't put my arms around a, photograph
Life from a distance don't last
Only you can revive me
And save me from a broken heart.
I wanna have you beside me
Together make a brand new start.
u said, wat if im gone?
well, If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
.And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

Ok obviously the above doesnt make sense, its juz bored me typing crap using lyrics knowledge haha.not bad ah.ok la.when i hav somthing to type then type la k.blogs shld be less active now.bye.

Friday, June 17, 2005

countdown

Being a number freak i shall type plenty of countdown dates here. u c ppl like to anticipate things and keep thinking abt their arrival, but when the event actly happens, it always feel so different from what u were thinking all the time.So heres all i can think of at this moment of boredom(as accurate of 17 june 2005 A.D.:
School reopen: 10 more daez
My birthday: 13 more daez
Hk ppl coming:19 more daez
POP: 1 month 6 daez
O level oral:2 month minus 6 daez
Prelim: 2 month 9 daez to english paper
O level practicals:Out of the 3 sciences bio starts first 4 month 1 dae
O level writen papers: Starting with HCL paper 4 month 14 daez
Last paper of O level: chemistry 5 month 1 dae
Ok, so these are approximately the things tt i thot off as i typed.tell me if i forget anithing.u can add in the comments.thank u very much
and suddenly, i forgot to do a boring thing that i havnt do for a long time.placing lyrics on mi post.well maybe im feeling this way.the words are so true.apart from line 5 to line 8, which i dont realli understand. anione to tell me?

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killin' me, it's killin' you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

[Chorus]

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that


Evrione have a nice hols as its heading towards the end. aniwae juz asking do my readers support me in writing crap storiez using academic context again?if u all wan i can try.but it will be %!@#%!234!@ crap.ok bye.

Monday, June 13, 2005

a random post

Ah im juz feeling nothing over here..so i shall write dumb things.since a recent post was focused on the intense relationships btw mi blog n geographical elective.i shall go one step further and tok abt mi blog using the biology syllabus.mi advice is, if u think that wat u r about to view may disturb u for quite a long time to come.please navigate ur mouse cursor to the top right hand corner.click once at the X that u c. there shld be 3 boxes. the one containing X shld be the one moz on the right.if u dunno wats right, at leaz dont press wrongly.when u r nt wrong, u r right?ok?make sense?nvm continue wif wat i actly wanted to tell u...

this story is gonna make hell no sense
This is adventure of a thing, called cell.one dae cell was born. his parents werent plants. so they discovered that he didnt have cell wall as skin.instead his epidermis was juz made of plainly cell surface membrane, which was selectively permeable. his blood ain't no cell sap, but that doesnt matter, becoz hes got plenty cytoplasm to support himself man, and yeah, somehow hes as strong as a xylem vessel, althou his lumen isn't hollow.He muz be careful ever since he was born.becoz if he stae in air con for too long, he will crenate and become star fish like as all the water move by osmosis outta his body into the dry air ard. if he bath for too long, hes gonna freaking burst becoz theres no cell wall to provide turgor pressure to protect him. so yeah. he has to keep a constant osmotic pressure. Becoz he was too weak laz time, he was unable to use active transport to help himself wif all the water u c.Cell can eat fast, mainly becoz his whole body got plenty amany of enzymes, which are biological catalysts which speed up reactions with they themselves remaning the same at end of reactions. He cant go too high temp. either, or else all his enzymes will be denatured u c.
WAIT
STOP IT, THIS STORY IS FREAKING GOING NOWHERE.
RESTART.
now i shld juz type something abt laz yr the movie or maybe laz laz yr, 50 first datez. i think it was cool. imagine ur lover everidae waking up with a new blank memory without ani idea who r u. how wld u feel?well.i think all of us will juz freak out ngive up. but tts not the wae.ya i think this post sux. it realli shows that i hv no more creativity at all. i promise i will do better next time.hope all of u outta there dont mind.bye,.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

a short entry for another soccer player i admired: Ole gunnar Solskjaer

When you go down in a tunnel, at first you’re leaving the light behind you, but then, though there’s still dark in front of you and you have to go uphill to reach it, you can see the light again.
Certainly true, this was quoted by the player himself. and i hope he returns one dae much stronger than b4.for those who dont know who he is. he was one of the legendary strikers of man u, b4 a knee injury forced him out of the game for 2 yrs.but ole is still the man.NO.20 legend.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Crisis

Well this post is made in an emergency because i juz received a piece of news from professor chix, the great researcher(n also mi sqdmate)lol that the hk ppl coming over from 6-10 july comprise of 17 gals 3 guys.and the catch is, we dhs have 10 guys n 10 gals.so u know wats the crisis is. and so we are supposed to sort of like seek consent from our dear parents whether we the ppl from mars, can accept fellow venusians.not a big problem at firz thots, maybe even gd for some guys, but then it does bring out hell lotsa problems. basically, mi house, being nice n simple, is a 3 room flat,haha so sleeping is gonna be hell lotsa problem.And, well i dunno how mi guest will belike so theres so much uncertainties. wat if that person is chao dao.then wa chao sian. ha dunno la.the meeting on this issue shall be a veri exciting one.but if i get guy then not bad at leaz can plae ball, wa to think that i thot when they come can plae ball wif them. now this dream is almoz shattered. well. lets juz wait n c wat happens.but its juz so gay!ah..this is something realli unexpected..so this post is purely true..and it shall nt be niaoed.if it does. so be it.i dont care.
haha.moz ordinary post of the year. is this one.

Friday, June 10, 2005

a shift of attraction

AMAZINGLY(SO AMAZING) i realized tt mi blog has reached such a state where the attractions r no longer mi post, yet those comments left by others. im certainly very grateful tt people are taking such good efforts to help improve mi blog as a site of attraction. and in geographical(elective) terms, this certainly is veri important and crucial and critical!if u take geog elect and forgot about tourism, i will remind u now.by having such beautiful man made attractions(such as WONDERFUL comments left behind by mi dear readers(or tourists)) tourists coming to this blog will definittely increase.a boost in tourism of this site, will indicate a diversification of mi economy, which may not hold true all the time considering the fact that this blog u r reading now is non-profitable, it is carried out in the well-being of all bored people who obviously doesnt have much else to do.another wonderful aspect is that it will help to preserve cultural heritage of this blog, which is certainly important as i never know when my grandchildren may one dae come by this blog and be amazed.or well, not amazed.this attraction will also generate employment, thou i c no need to since this blog is currently still small enuff for me to manage on a quite frequent basis, thou i may not be updating at very high frequencies, maybe onli 0.000000000000000000000001 hz?nah nt veri sure. that was juz an estimation.take out ur calculator(preferably model SHARP EL-509V) for precise and accurate figures.anyway back to the advantages of the attrations of comments:there can also be more equal distribution of wealth btw ppl who own this blog, but its owned by me.so i c that my wealth shall still stae v stable, and thus nt affected.HOwever, there may be a rise inprices, but once again it does not matter, thanks to mi inability to transform this site into a multi-million project.so maybe im charitable, or juz lazy.so im not money minded i think.A good thing abt this attraction is that, it is not vulnerable to seasons and events, and thus every yr 365 daez ppl can leave comments at mi blog, and everithing will still be fine, unlike areas like colorado, where skiing can onli be done during winter. However, ppl may wonder if by relying mi blog on other ppl's comments,this blog might as well develop a pseudo-culture, i assure u that it wont. constant checks will be carried out and verifications will be issued at a frequent basis, around 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000001hz.once again, plz check ur calculator by punchinh on the buttons and confirming the figures b4 u come n blame me. they r estimations after all.the envt impact of such attractions shall nt be covered, since on the cyberworld there is unlikely for pollution to take place on a catastrophic basis.nevertheless, plz throw away ur rubbish into the rubbish bin, in this case it means leaving comments plentiful after u read finish mi entries.
It certainly is interesting for me to type out this post, thou it is unlikely to be for u fellow readers.to vent ur anger in english, press 1.to realize that u r stupid, press 1 again. to confirm that u r stupid, go to start,click on my computer, right click C:, and click format.after seeing the appearnce of a screen, click start and juz sit back and wait. the confirmation shld arrive shortly.while waiting.plz take a cup of milk, and drink it along wif orange juice. this will make u v healthy indeed.

WEll, enuff crapping.bye.have a nice dae.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

cant find a suitable title

Wa,i wld like to sae that i dont like ppl leaving comments in the state of annonymous, but anyway i have an idea of who annonymous is. i think u all r pretty bo liao.Hmm, anyway since by demand i shall introduce to u the wondeful fabien barthez. he was a wonderful goalkeeper for man u and france laz time.one of the moz eccentric, shortest and proest goalkeeper ever, hes mi idol man.but too bad he got released on free transfer and currently hes being banned worldwide for spitting a refree.but nvm, hes still the bez ever keeper.anyway,enuff abt barthez.

this paragraph shall be a normal blog entry.i believe that mi blog is under more and more severe niaoing attacks, but certainly i dont mind.this onli means that people still bother to read mi blog.this is at leaz better than no one reading it. then it will make me feel even sader.

Anyway, i took option 3.5.hope it isnt the wrong one.eugene+wenbin+xiaowen=the option 3.5 gang.haha.it sounds horribly lame but too bad.tts the onli wae.aniwae, if realli so mani guys sign on, and onli those two nursings are signing on, it is quite sad,realli.

Moving on, im still couting how much mi inbox can store. currently its at almoz 700 messages. im hoping for 10000 at leaz, but i dunno how long it will take.hmmm.

this blog entry is the moz sian ever.moz of u will agree.becoz well certainly im feeling veri down n low.nth much ta sae.i aint feeling high at all.hopefullie, things will soon turn for theb etter, or else i will be damn sad.anyway, plaeing soccer wif malays is fun, u learn flair.

And ohya, goodbye mdm tay and mrs george, the laz dae u will be in sch, is mi birthdae!haha.no one rmbrs tt.ok this entry has to end here.i crapped enuff.
cya.

Monday, June 06, 2005

the art of anti niao

apparently i got niaoed v hard in the paz daez, by well some ppl. but haha if i sae i mind tt will b so gay. so nvm. i dont mind. but those quotes gt from elsewhere la.not frenster. so nt mi copy from there. i copied from some other internet places tts fresher than frenster bulletin boards. but aniwae i didnt tell anione ta like mi quotes.or words.or arguments.read them if u wan.hate them if u wan. feel proud that u can do better if u wan.think tt im daydreaming if u wan(of coz im not but u wont understand).but aniwae.i think this whole post is quite crap.but its becoz haha this is the moz civilized wae i can use to deal wif ppl niaoing me. yes.lalala~.aniwae.im gonna feel sad soon.hmm in a few daez time.althou its temporary.bla. plz do leave comments if u wan. wat u leave will make this BORING blog much more interesting.thank u sooo much.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

keep on inspiring!(^_^)

You don't actually have to take the quiz. Just read straight through, and you'll get the point, an awesome one. .....
Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.
Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel, appreciated and special. 5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with. 6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you. Easier?
The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care. Pass this on to those people who have made a difference in your life.
GET inspired. like FU.

Friday, June 03, 2005

yet another pause to include some stories as food for thought

Took this from an internet website.
some quotes u may had come across b4.
but yet
get inspired man.
this is wat life is abt.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your heart.

Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.

When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.

There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared about.

The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.

A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.

For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted. So send this to your friends and let them know that you care.
ok sry, i will post something nicer next time.
but at leaz now u have something to type when u send forwarded mesages!haha.
love ya frenz ya peepz outta dere!
anyway im in a dilemma.no.
2 dilemmas.
and im gonna solve them.fast.
somebody help me.
its u?
ok?
thx.
long time nv so much troubles.
lonely.
im so lonely.
i hav no body.
on mi own.........ooowwwwnnnn,
im so lonely.
HELP.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Clearing up the leftovers in mi mind

ya yest alrdy wrote so much le, so todae hopefullie wont write such long statements.i was nt blaming miself a lot also la. aniwae thx evrione for leaving such wonderful comments behind,quite surprising for u all to take the trouble to.but i think after so much evaluation it is juz now time to move on, time for the std3s yusong chewguan suyee to lead them to new heights.yes they definitely can.hmmm, maybe i shld juz tok abt other stuff now.well perhapz i shld make this blog have a happier and lighter atmosphere by continueing wif mi long forgotten review of muai sqdmates std4'05, ok so i shall continue.LETS GO
next amublance on list:
DICKSON( THE DUCK SIDE)
Well hes realli been a v frendly guy haha and he is real cold, and his singing, makes me feel proud haha. hes quite lazie aniwae, and laz time we used to tok abt ... but i think now studies has completely taken over haha.well he grew skinnier a lot ever since i firz met him, and his pimples had also cleared a lot. it used to be a plantation but now its a desert. so congrats man.and he calls himself MOS,(men of steel), which we choose not to believe,haha.i think he will juz rust before he even become steel. bleahx.but nice to hav a fren like him.yeah.oya he calls himself tall dark n handsome. i think he onli qualify for one of the three. guess which one it is.lol.
WANG NAN (NANSTER)
Well this is the moz controvesial figure in dhs for quite some time man. too bad nowadaez hes been so gay that i dont even see him often during sj animore. well cant write things that r too bad abt him. so i can juz sae that hes became totallie gay and mad, thou lame and cold as well, maybe due to the aura of 4B.wangnan come for pop man. we gonna have fun juz one laz time. he likes to call me bunnyFU, which i realli dunno why.but he juz laughes and finds amusement within everytime he does tt.i think u call that a fetish.haha.nv seen b4 a person as kiasu as him or lick boots as much as him b4.ha but hes cool.

ha k, todae shant write too much, if theres still ppl reading this blog, then i will continue wif the review of mi sqdmates,and hopefuullie this time i will have the determination haha to finish by end of june hols.yeah.enjoy take care.cya soon.