i am barthez

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

chilling here b4 tests on thurs and fri

2ml is econs test.fridae is chem.yet i shall chill here til at nite.where i will decide if i shld watch chelsea vs barca.
aniwae, jae results is in 9 daes time.we can c thsoe ppl who r switching for 9 more daes.but well, 天下无不散之宴席,can onli look at it in the right wae.

currently i shall keep to mi diet plans, to make sure i stae within mi 61-64 range haha.terence joined mi class.hes full of brains and fantasies abt science.quite interesting to tok abt stuff those kinetic energy gravity and force.im so interested in physics thanks to him.
but i feel quite pissed over the slv.
shit. wait.
update soon. sudenlie realize sth.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

avenue of thoughts

so i chose vj in the end.
but well.i shall hold no regrets over mi decision, jus like those who decided to change from vj to hc.and vj to rj.and etc.theres never a wrong decision if i approach mi second chance wif mi best efforts.but regrets will surelie be there if i still screw evriting up during jae.

but, for those who r leaving, thou theres 2 weeks plus almost 3 weeks left.i jus wanna start rehearsing and tell all of u, i reali miss u, those 4b peeps who r leaving especially.

so often was i tempted by hc, both during pae and jae, yet at the final twist i decided to choose vj firstm eventually this will shape out mi fate in the future, and the best is realli wat i mus strive and hope for.but well screw the scholarships here i tink im prettymuch in deep shit becoz i aint a citizen.

for once, u will wish, evrione ard u including urself cld have gotten 9 pts. then we can onli choose vj and vj we will be at.but well.that will be such a selfish thought wouldnt it. letting go is just so hard to swallow, especially when u noe that beyond those promises drained wif tears and sorrow that eventually the frenship will jus fade away.

jus like how a rainbow can onli last for those few min.
no matter how beautiful and stunning a sight it was.
but while u may forget, i'll keep it deep down in mi heart.
for the past few daes, i will always remember.

wenhui left 06s40 todae.joshua came in. i hav no comments.aint realli noe much abt him.but hes quite cool changing from 4 humanities to triple sci n math.gd luck dude.

have u ever wondered why,
they have frens in this world for u?
its to let u realize how useless u r,
when they're no longer by ur side.

Monday, February 13, 2006

dilemma

hwa chong.
victoria.

guys which one shld i choose?
timeis running out.
i need no rubbish reasons.
i need an answer.
mi fate depends on this.=(save me.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

10feb

10 feb
english a1
chinese a1
higher chinese a1
e maths a1
a maths a1
biology a1
chemistry a1
physics a1
combined humanities a1

dis is wat 4yrs in dhs seemed like.
but it was definitely nt a proper summary.
for the memories of 2h 4b and osos was so much more.
yet for now, we all feel so relaxed and peaceful.
walking ard hwa chong after rain was so great.
so was that beautiful rainbow.
and what i will bring along is the memories,
sweeter than actual.
relaxed.
i feel so calm n relaxed.

should i quit ki?

10feb

10 feb
english a1
chinese a1
higher chinese a1
e maths a1
a maths a1
biology a1
chemistry a1
physics a1
combined humanities a1

dis is wat 4yrs in dhs seemed like.
but it was definitely nt a proper summary.
for the memories of 2h 4b and osos was so much more.
yet for now, we all feel so relaxed and peaceful.
walking ard hwa chong after rain was so great.
so was that beautiful rainbow.
and what i will bring along is the memories,
sweeter than actual.
relaxed.
i feel so calm n relaxed.

should i quit ki?