i am barthez

Friday, March 17, 2006

aching

Came back from HNF camp, still aching like crazy, the fitness odyssey was still cool and i shall just list down the 2 hr madness we went thru as a team.
235 situps
475half squats+2.5kg soul which is a gay weight
lots n lots n lots of jumping jacks maybe a few hundred with the 2.5kg
162 push ups
not forgetting the rest of the camp which was also keeping up the fatigue
putting ur arms around ur neck is officialy impossible now.
so is brushing teeth with right hand.
or trying to shoot a basketball.
the triceps are like virtually swollen.
i hope they will un-paralyse soon.

anyway this hols i havnt been doing much, jus chilled slightly too.i feel that jus like some others i have quite wasted it.and the 10 weeks n term 2 is gonna be real hiong.i shall start tinkin carefullie abt dropping chem to h1 so that i cna focus on those thatr i like.anione interested in giving opinions pls do.
but pls noe that i noe arldy h1 is useless so stop telling me h1 is useless.

maybe we shld all be gay and try for interact.at leas its honestrly something meaninful.gonna find ppl to go man.

at leas i hav sth to do in the fris wekk of june hols, the pre u seminar will keep me occupied at there wif sth quite meaninful and useful.and i can finallie live in a hostel first time in mi life!yay.

nonetheless i m still greedy enuff for the west coast trip of US.anione interested too tell me as well k.5-16 june 2500 bucks.realli wanna go there n see n haha find some directions in life man. so pls do inform me coz im looking for frens to try apply together.jus dont get rejected la..

now i reali confirm, once u were in 4B.u will always tink secondary school life is the best ever.full stoooooooooooooops.

aching

Came back from HNF camp, still aching like crazy, the fitness odyssey was still cool and i shall just list down the 2 hr madness we went thru as a team.
235 situps
475half squats+2.5kg soul which is a gay weight
lots n lots n lots of jumping jacks maybe a few hundred with the 2.5kg
162 push ups
not forgetting the rest of the camp which was also keeping up the fatigue
putting ur arms around ur neck is officialy impossible now.
so is brushing teeth with right hand.
or trying to shoot a basketball.
the triceps are like virtually swollen.
i hope they will un-paralyse soon.

anyway this hols i havnt been doing much, jus chilled slightly too.i feel that jus like some others i have quite wasted it.and the 10 weeks n term 2 is gonna be real hiong.i shall start tinkin carefullie abt dropping chem to h1 so that i cna focus on those thatr i like.anione interested in giving opinions pls do.
but pls noe that i noe arldy h1 is useless so stop telling me h1 is useless.

maybe we shld all be gay and try for interact.at leas its honestrly something meaninful.gonna find ppl to go man.

at leas i hav sth to do in the fris wekk of june hols, the pre u seminar will keep me occupied at there wif sth quite meaninful and useful.and i can finallie live in a hostel first time in mi life!yay.

nonetheless i m still greedy enuff for the west coast trip of US.anione interested too tell me as well k.5-16 june 2500 bucks.realli wanna go there n see n haha find some directions in life man. so pls do inform me coz im looking for frens to try apply together.jus dont get rejected la..

now i reali confirm, once u were in 4B.u will always tink secondary school life is the best ever.full stoooooooooooooops.

aching

Came back from HNF camp, still aching like crazy, the fitness odyssey was still cool and i shall just list down the 2 hr madness we went thru as a team.
235 situps
475half squats+2.5kg soul which is a gay weight
lots n lots n lots of jumping jacks maybe a few hundred with the 2.5kg
162 push ups
not forgetting the rest of the camp which was also keeping up the fatigue
putting ur arms around ur neck is officialy impossible now.
so is brushing teeth with right hand.
or trying to shoot a basketball.
the triceps are like virtually swollen.
i hope they will un-paralyse soon.

anyway this hols i havnt been doing much, jus chilled slightly too.i feel that jus like some others i have quite wasted it.and the 10 weeks n term 2 is gonna be real hiong.i shall start tinkin carefullie abt dropping chem to h1 so that i cna focus on those thatr i like.anione interested in giving opinions pls do.
but pls noe that i noe arldy h1 is useless so stop telling me h1 is useless.

maybe we shld all be gay and try for interact.at leas its honestrly something meaninful.gonna find ppl to go man.

at leas i hav sth to do in the fris wekk of june hols, the pre u seminar will keep me occupied at there wif sth quite meaninful and useful.and i can finallie live in a hostel first time in mi life!yay.

nonetheless i m still greedy enuff for the west coast trip of US.anione interested too tell me as well k.5-16 june 2500 bucks.realli wanna go there n see n haha find some directions in life man. so pls do inform me coz im looking for frens to try apply together.jus dont get rejected la..

now i reali confirm, once u were in 4B.u will always tink secondary school life is the best ever.full stoooooooooooooops.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

the truth of life

well i guess by noe evrinoe had heard of wat happend to johnny, or in fact what he did to cause what happened.so i shall elaborateno more on that.
the simple fact is his body is no longer in this world, even though his soul will be resting peacefully somewhere where the place is a more peaceful one.

its hardly of ani use to speculate about the leading cause to wat happenedm as there will be many mysteries that will never be solved, and perhaps secrets better left kept.

while others may had believed that it was a rash action or whatsoever, i believe that in his reasoned mind he must had thought of it quite clearly and thoroughly, and still concluded that it was the best wae out, althoui do not agree wif what he did nonetheless. but well now its too late to tok abt tt aniwae.

the firs time i went to sth like this.i jus felt reali damn gay.seeing him jus sparked so much thoughts within me, it jolted mi thinking tremendously.''''thou i was quite prepared it was still nt enuff.so much went thru mi head during those moments. and there was reali no idea on the ideal wae to react.or even to react at all.

now what he left behind will have to carry on. the same ting goes.life always go on no matter wat. we can onli learn from this and become stronger. and realize jus how precious life love frens family and evriting ard us is. nevertheless problems are always there to be solved, obstacles set to be overcome, because no matter how low we hold our heads we can still c the path ahead of us, as eventually no matter what difficulties we face and however dark and hopeless ani kinds of burden and situation may seem there will always sooner or later be that light down the tunnel when everiting will be fine again.

we reali hav to treasure everione ard us, evriting as well. for now, im still in a relatively shocked state, becoz no matter wat we knew each other and we plaed soccer las time together, now all thats left is memories?

i reali duno what to sae, and i tink i shldnt sae much more, but all i want to do, is to wish that upon the heaven he will find the place he nwo truly belongs and feels happie upon, and may the rest of the world be showered wif blessings each and evridae.

LIVESTRONG.

aniwae o2 is 2ml.i must make the most out of it.see ya guys

Thursday, March 02, 2006

2nd march

todae we went to sch gt a full dae off and came back home. 2ml is jae results and it will be the same.suddenlie so tempted to go hci after lookin at their tremendous a lvl results.now i dont have such a bad opinion of rj as well.it seemed like vj is jus another ordinary bloke.haha.i feel like an unbiased source, if im still doing ss.

in case u all duno.vj lost to hci and rj by QUITE A LOT.here are some stats, vj 3As and more is ard half, while hci is around 70% and rj is 76.4%.u decide how much is then a lot.but again, it all depends on urself aniwae right.so lets own them 2 yrs later.

i dont wish to get back chem test.it is gonna be the firs test i fail since mdm tay gave me that memorable 0/25 for factorization.at leas econs made me feel better.but screw the table 2 which i didnt c and cost me 6 marks.

but again, why so mark-counscious?it isnt even counted.so i shld chill.thou i shld not be so realistic and kiasu.

nonetheless,i shall study harder for the upcoming tests,whenever they will be.the motivation is there, but i feel uneasy studying alone.it makes me feel so bored nowadaes.yet evrione seem to be very busy and occupied.perhaps im jus a loser.

2ml jae results, gd luck to evrione who chose wat they wanted.and gd luck to those regarding the appeals.O2 is happening.and i cant skip coz i gotta go to the cca walkabt and sign some ccas.i don wanna be sucha loser animore.and aniwae, softball isnt realli mi cup of tea,but i will go for trng, for now.becoz i bet even if i stae i will be some cheer leader reserve nex yr,haha.

las bt nt least, shen shall recover soon.and im sorry it was mi fault to first do that gay shit in fronta u that caused ur horrible injury.but well hope that u can rehab well come back stronger and ur arms will be even longer.

tts abt all folks,if u find the above unboring, i seriously u shld dial 1800-i-am-gay and check if u can still differentiate btw entertainment and rubbish. have a nice dae yo=9