pre-prom

later will be prom,
tanah merah country club it is from.
im weariing black,
see me dont feel sad.
ugly i may be,
i dont give a damn hehe.
all mi gay rhymes suck,
but at leaz they come unstuck.
hope prom will be good,
and will have good food.
may all dress realli well,
and dont give our eyes hell.
waiting for time to pass by,
waiting to fly high.
imma see wat gays come to mi blog,
give comments like some gay frogs.
imma do dis once and do this twice,
till the dae i gt sick of french fries.
sweep me to the left,sweep me to the right,
dont be gay juz because i am white.
ur juz a another fag,
nvm being some stupid hag.
i dunno wat the hell sense this poem make,
but imma gonna give u all some birthdae cake.
esp to audrey and evadne.
happie bdae 2h peeps.
hope prom will nt be waste of money haha.

midnite poem

im sad. thats why i type this.its crap.but u can find some sense.enjoy the rubbish.if not.u can click that x at the top right hand corner bearing 045.
i waited for u for so long,
those words if onli can be in a song.
the answer isnt surprising.
yet it still gives me some waking.
people sae truth hurts,
thou i choose that statement to be unheard.
and now that its here,
wat else can i fear?
disappointment is suitable for usage,
but where does mi heart seek for refuge?
oh i pray to the sky,
wishing someting can make me feel high.
it looks almost within reach,
yet wat a difference this little bit can preach.
now im here alone.
cutting such a figure forlorn.
its like me against the universe,
help me help me im serious.
i know this is so loser,
but mi life cant be much duller.
am i realli of such deprivation,
or can someone else show me some salvation.
i hate this cause i feel childish,
and wif much elements as well of foolish.
mi mind is getting so giddy,
body feeling so jelly.
dis is wat is called problems,
raelli feels like in mayhem.
i aint no rhyme,
coz i aint no time.
im gonna watch some soccer,
hope that i will feel a bit better.
plz blast me wif criticism over this exretemly shit poem.

all or nothing

I know when he's been on your mindThat distant look is in your eyesI thought with time you'd realized its over, overIt's not the way I choose to liveAnd something, somewhere's got to giveAs sharing this relationship gets older, olderYou know I'd fight for youBut how can I fight someone Who isn't even thereI've had the rest of youNow I want the best of youI don't care if that's not fairCause I want it all or nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt's now or neverIs it all or are we just friendsIs this how it ends With a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at allThere are times it seems to meI'm sharing you in memoriesI feel it in my heartBut I don't show it, show itAnd then there's times you look at meAs though I'm all that you can seeThose times I don't believe its right I know it, know itDon't make me promisesBaby you never did know how to keep them wellI've had the rest of youNow I want the best of youIt's time to show and tellCause I want it all or nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt's now or neverIs it all or are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing....Cause you and ICould lose it all if you've got no more roomNo room inside For me in your lifeCause I want it all or nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallIt's now or neverIs it all or nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt抯 now or neverIs it all or are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at allOr nothing at allThere's nowhere left to fallWhen you've reached the bottomIt抯 now or neverIs it all or are we just friendsIs this how it endsWith a simple telephone callYou leave me here with nothing at allAll........
RANDOM

guess whos back

hey evrione im back pardon for the severe inactivity due to studying for some o lvls haha.now its done.and i have nth to do le.can someone please guide me thru this path of one and a half mth of directionless path?much anticipation and excitement were the atmosphere and attitude towards this last phase of secondary sch life, but apparently the opposite is rather true now.boring is too common to be used.juz totallie EMPTY.tts how to describe.not onli the hols.but mi feelings and mind as well.am i to plae ball evridae.and juz plae plae n plae since theres nth else better to do.its fun.but wa.apart from that aniting else to look forward to?chalets will waste up to ard 10 daez.which is gd news.wastage is no longer a forbidden taboo, instead it is encouraged right now.finding a job ought to be cool n gd, but i cldnt be bothered to tink of that option juz yet.wif mi fingers crossed i hope gd tings that can bring me some directions can happen soon.i wanna do sth so that i can feel useful, rather than juz depleting earth's precious natural resources. ridiculous as it seem, isnt tht the objective of sustainable development too?geographically gay that may seem, but certainly im now typing in a state of ill logicness.and the situation may not improve for 40 daez.thou i hope otherwise.PAE is a simple process.i tink i will end up in vj too. i dont wanna tok abt o lvls.becoz uncertainties do exist.and i dont wanna pile excessive unneccasry pressure to miself.esp when all the papers are alrdy over le.enjoy i ought to be.but is slacking realli so enjoyable?slacking from a hectic dae sounds great, but one and half months of continuous slacking doesnt sounds promising at all.dulls mi spirits lots.

aniwae, thx evrione for helping me clear mi doubts during Os.u guys are cool.aniwae dhs rox.juz in case i forgot.evrione i wont forget u all. althou i noe its gd to forget me.haha.becoz im sucha irritating fag for the major public.amends are too late to be made.apologies are too late to be issued.chances i do not believe i shld be given either.i look at miself and problems root from evriwhere.yet the heart to change it constantly gets masked by stubborness and a moment of unlogical decisions.

Shld i go jc and change a better person?the odds arent clear obviously.

i sound deprived definitely.

solutions.appear.or simply.

they occur by ones willl not by ones wish.

see the diff?

i dont.

thats y i hav no solutiions to mi problems.

update soon